Cheers DDD, was going to say 'no biggie, just friends from long ago', but having just returned from the funeral I'm not so sure: it was beautifully done, but genuinely harrowing.
From the sudden onset of severe anxiety to suicide in just 5 weeks, one of the most energetic, positive, intelligent, affable and accomplished men I've known, just gone - leaving a wife and three young kids behind.
Do me a favour squaxx, if you're having problems with your thinking and feeling organ, go see someone, and don't take 'no' or 'take a number' for an answer. Sometimes, maybe often, even talking to family and friends about it just isn't enough: sometimes you need professional help, same as with any other severe illness.