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Wooolly CHILL about dredd-con man, theres always next year !! ( be afraid )

me, I'm okay-ish, i got drunk-ish tonight, the funerals tomorrow, and Fucking FAntastic, i'm gonna be carrying the coffin with my brigade mates. which is good yes, but by fuck, helllllo life ! is this the hardest thing i'm gonni ever have to do? how much more heavy can it get?...well not really heavy, there wasn't much to the poor bastard.
two of my comrades are really fucking me off, so maybe i should arrange a triple funeral.

so i'm sick humoured, flirtily displacement activity outrageous sweary & dirty mouthed bitch, drunk & feel sick with the awfulness of it all. but i'm okay.

i'm okay.

well that would be fine, if they werent clumsy, hairy, smelly, bad breathed, tick ridden & always trying to lick my toes....

actually i think ive just described the average bloke around here,

maybe i need more cats ?

Bloody hell guys , this is a big thread ! as in BIg stuff, much hugs all around, i find it heartening to see/feel/hear/read of the bigger picture & other peoples lives, ie, we've all got shit to deal with.

ive had a pint, so am anesitised, & spellings worze than ever.

i'm over the gut wrenching screaming shock horror of loosing my friend last week, my emotions are still see sawing all over the place, but i'm looking for the love & goodness out of a bad bad situation, i'm idealising & religiousizing but it works for me. I can look at his pic behind the moniter here without disintergrating.

my psycho son is still booted out, so peace at home.  My final year at school juve is giving cause for concern, the school will not know whats hit them, they think we parents are all thick & irresposible, ive had enough of being bullied all my life, ive had enough of the state fucking up my life & my kids lives, i am going to the education authoritay, & i am going to kick ass. i have nothing left to loose. fuck em, sanctimonious cretins.

the future of my pottery studio is still in the balance, with idiots who run the centre next door hassaling me, should i dig in & ignore them, or cut my nose off & say screw yous i'm selling up ? it bothers me.

i worry about health stuff.

i have fantasic pals in life who listen & support & huggle. i love em.

my job is a pain in the arse, but getting more n more responsibility makes it vaguely less depressingly numbingly tedious. and my boss understands that i need to dream of escaping to outer mongolia asap.

i have no-one to keep my toes warm at night, this is probably a good thing, but its a bit crap in other ways.

all in all, considering one of the worst things that could happen, has happened, i guess i'm okay.

hurrah for peoples happy life improvements;

i'll spare you all my unbelievable head-fecks,

but this morning i am marginally less dark & trapped feeling than last night. My pals funeral is on Wednesday, be glad to get that out of the way, its gonna be a fucker, ive instructed the boys to hit me if i go hysterical. theres lots of crazy peoples worlds falling apart shit going on .

but life is VERY short& must be lived well.

the autumn leaves are looking good against the misty hills, thats a start.

aieee scary icon Jonny, you been eating that 'rage' again ?   ewwwwwww

( Bou adds Larf to the little groovy black book of people to promote when the revolution comes )

"Bou..what the hell are you talking about?..time of the month luv?.."

we were talking about icons, the fact that i even chose to include you in the conversation was a mark of magnaniminiimity-thing, the fact that i called your icon poopy brown was being vaguely silly , if i wanted to be nasty, i'd simply say, your icon looks like an ignorant big nosed fucking ned, see the subtle difference?  
poopy ~ fucking twat ?
nope?
and no my period was a couple of weeks ago, luv', what are you my fucking gyneocologist? if you want to be a sexist patronising chauvenist git, go do it somewhere else eh?

Look JeB is only a poop when i say so, youre a poopy poop with a big nose... and wait is that a burberry cap ? and your icon is all brown, everyone knows the new brown is black. so shuttup poop.

GRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrRRRRRRaRRRR

RarRRRRrrr because JEb has been a Rascist & dissed this mighty nation of which i yearn to escape, he must be consigned to an icon of great stupidity & poopness. rather like the current one, cos its poop.

and he's gone soft, i shall now channel his rage.



RARRRRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrRRRRRRR !

scary huh.

we were all watching apocolyspse now doofus.

those fireworks were pish compared to mine. kurtz was a big jessie.

if i wasnt bogged down in the rad bog of autermachiltiefeckterauchenfuckbog in the far northern reaches of brignafeckingwhiningessexpensionersdoon i'd definately be there, and at hampstead heath with explosives and at Bristol, similtaneously.

possibly not at a con wearing white electricians tape across my nose, as at 14 years old or so, the first time around, i thought the boys who did that were jolly immature, but adam was a honey, now he's just bloody old.

which just goes to show that one mans meat is another mans poison... or to update, one persons nutricious healthy organic meal is another persons allergy inducing toxin.

i found some totally fucking wierd & amazingly appropriate lyrics going on with REM today, hell maybe Stipe is channelling healing chi for the zeitgeist, or maybe when one is in a hightened emotional state anythings an easy trigger. One mans Stipe is another mumbling old baldie. but i love him.

and is that dirty laundry i can see lying around  have you no dignity man?

hurrah !!   a new person that gets stuck in & becomes 'one of us'(tm), and is talented Hurrah !   Hurrah & thrice Hurrah for Shane.





tho of course the rage of the mighty Queen Explosive-Bou might still mightily erupt at anytime over anything.

mmm,  why oh why is it so embarasing that people dress up ?

did our parents traumatise us with fancy dress costumes

or is it cos the costumes are crap ?

i wish we lived in a world where dressing up wasnt incredibly naff & only allowed for historical re-enactor types. i'd love to be zena everyweekend*

maybe theres a parallel reality where theyre laughing at us wearing jeans & utterly lacking a sense of fun?




* even tho ive never seen an episode in my life, i'm sure it rocks.

fuck it, so chimp boys getting his mandate then?

i relly on this site for 'news', can't be doing with the rest of it.

the world is going to hell in a hand-cart my friends & its going to start doing so a lot faster. grud bless us all.